Monday, April 09, 2007

alah its all my fault ok, i should have shutted up, i shouldnt have told u anything or said anything. i shouldnt have known anything in the first place. haiz, so regretful now. u failed because i made u feel pressurised. im sorry. i feel so guilty. its all my fault. blame me for everything ok, at least i'll feel better in disguise. i'll pay for ur next tp ok. but im sorry i cant make the date any sooner bcoz im not the one who sets the date. but in future if i ever own that driving center den i will ok. haiz i hate everything right now, everything and everyone including myself. why am i so suay, everything i say will always happen and its always the bad things. everything i feared i'll do wrong will definitely go wrong. whats wrong man. am i really that cursed. fuck la! fucking irritated and frustrated now. cursed bitch man me. but i really feel angry and guilty right now. i keep asking why. but i dont get a satisfying answer. haiya thats life la, ppl like to blame on others when things go wrong. its always, "haiya, if u nv tell me that then it wouldnt have happened." or "is he/she tell me one lor, i donno anything ok." ok for the first statement, yes maybe thats the case u got distracted bcoz some stupid bitch told u u will never ever make it but its ur own willingness that counts, ur attention and skills, ur knowledge. and its not always the stupid bitch who says u can never make it, she might say u can, its just a possibility of not as thats what happens in most cases, however she's to be blame but not wholely. as for the second statement, yes that asshole who told u is at fault but u have to take responsibility for ur actions too. cant possibly let that asshole take all the blame, what u can do is help correct the mistake and not make the same mistakes again. am i wrong to say so? argh, im so angry and hot and smelly and suckie. i am such a bitch. fuck off.

Cries of attitudelamb at 7:01 AM