Saturday, March 03, 2007
to be continue from the previous entry....
was pissed of with my cousin. damn it man, birds of the same feather. like mother like daughter. cant help it. the petty family. am i like my mum? yeah to a certain extend we share some similarity. like duh! she's my mum la! maybe i took after the humbleness? and my dad's temper. controllable but will not tolerate nuisance when it surpasses it's limit. anyway, aint gonna let this little stuff affect my jovial mood. because working is great. maybe tiring, but i cant wait to learn. my seniors dont really give me much work, because im new and they areb usy. but i am really dying and eager to learn. i dont like to just sit there playing solitare. its boring.
anyway i received my first pay for the end of feb ytd. $107.64. haha! yeah man, its a week's salary. i have to treat so many ppl. my aunt's family, my family, friends and importantly my dada. haha. treat finish there goes my one month salary. work so hard to please ppl. i hate this feeling. but its ok, once in a while is really fine with me and im glad to do it. but if its an "always", i really cant afford it. i wanna buy alot of stuffs for myself. hello, i work so hard so why should others benefit when they can also work hard to get the same pleasure. shheessh. yeah im selfish. so? haha! because money's hard to earn. i will treat the whole world lobsters if i can print money as and when i like. lol! dumbass dream.
oosh, alright still deciding whether to go for sailing or not. dada dont wan me to go but i feel like exercising. work everyday lunch eat good food. so weekend must really exercise la. moreover i just finisheda bowl of maggie mee and one popiah. bloaated man. xuete! im really sleepy i feel like calling it a day now but im still so full. cannot slp. if not tml wake sure look damn pregnant. to go or not to go? last week's training was treacherous. i surrender man. raise my white underwear. damn tiring la. kept stalling the sail. basket. captain scold me. more sian. wind damn strong. largie sian. but never capsize. heng man!
ok, lets see i'll blog again. chops.
Cries of attitudelamb at 5:03 AM