Friday, November 10, 2006
norch titus and jelly bean, my babies.
love them so so much. ok i'll show u guys their picture one day alright? =)
ytd went out with dada, our 20th anniversary. yes i will think it over but u should know not to have high hopes as i've solemnly swore to myself. however ytd was the happiest time we had together. seriously. thanks baby for everything. its hurts to see u so hurt. it feels good to have someone loving u so deeply. i felt blessed. however we managed to put our problems aside last night and spent the night like we've just met. we did some shopping together, something which we seldom do in the pass. went for a show, the convenant, it was good wasnt it? went for a walk by the sea. so lovely. chit chatted and had dinner together. isnt it like such a perfect date? a date which we never had in the past? i was really the happiest woman on earth last night. right now when i think about it, i really hate myself for being so selfish. u are just so innocent. too good for me. really. but i cant repay your kindness and love, i hate myself. the one person whom i love most is myself yet the one person whom i hate most is also myself. so contradicting. anyway i'll think through my decisions. u are sick right now, i do pray hard u will recover soon.
that day was out with cheryl. no one is greater than her. she's the only one whom understands me and she's definitely a good wall to talk to. WAHAHAHA. ooopsie... hehe. but yes girl u are the godess. love ya. we went for a swim. then went to her place for dinner. her dad cooks good food. very healthy food man. i love it. yummilicious. then we went to catch a show together. the guardian. just like umizaru. some coast guard show. but its really touchy. we got scolded in the theatre as we were talking too loudly. the lady beside me was like,"excuss me can u guys please calm down." haha! i was like," oh, so sorry!" haha. so we were quiet through the whole show but that lady farted la, cheryl said twice but i heard once. disgusting bugger. remains me of the fart machine AIN!!! WAHAHAHA!
alright i just sent my gems essay. hope it isnt too late and that dumb benjamin. ain told me he thinks its a grp assignment so he did nothing. well good luck dumb ass. WAHAHAHA! im gonna study now. bad weather. looks like its gonna pour. *twist*
Cries of attitudelamb at 9:13 PM
