Friday, October 20, 2006
hey everyone, im back. =) well, every is asking how's de MEL camp, all i can say is, "its alright." yup, nothing much, but i did learnt some stuffs none others would have learnt. such as mr khoo swee chow's talks, stars navigation etc. one symbol of the camp. hehe. i will upload the rest of the pics another day when i receive all de pics i can get.
alright, today i went to poly marina for lesson. after sch when i was on my way back i received a news from Eve. a shocking and devastating news which up till now, none of us can accept. Alex passed away last night due to an accident. haiz. ppl should nv ever ride or drive without a licence. that poor guy wasted his life due to mischieve and stubborness. i was so taken aback and this is the first time, feeling the fear of death. one moment you are there, the next u are not. unpredictable. Alex had been a good guy. always smiling. remembered when we were young, my brothers, his sisters, him, our frenz, we hang out together. now thinking about it brings back memories. its really hard to accept his death. all of us in the church miss him badly i believe and we will all pray for him. i noe god will take him to heaven. he still serve god on sunday, being an altar boy who always turns up for mass whenever they needed him. i bet his family must have broken down. when my brother told me how he died, it was really heartbreaking. really. i haven been in contact with his sister ah ber for a long time. i really wonder how is she. he is her only brother, the only son. i feel sorry for her and her family. i put myself in her shoes, what if the same happened to my brother? wad will i do? i cant imagine how devastated the ppl around will be. and what if its my bf who now wants to learn a bike? what if something bad like this happen? will these loved ones of mine be able to say their last words to us whom care? will they even have the last breathe to regret or ask for forgiveness from God? thats why i dont wan my bf to learn how to ride a bike. car is safer though de risk is still there. ur life is protected by metal but a bike's life is protected by ur flesh. is it really worth it? no. i am going to his funeral soon anyway. i am afraid to see his body though. the fact of losing someone u nv thought of is just unbelievable. who would have thought about it? no one. my mum kept crying, my dad was dumb founded. he was like our brother and a son to the church.
haiz, alright i dont know what else to say. he is gone, God has taken him. may he rest in peace. well for now all we can do is to pray for him. im going off soon. *twist*
